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OKINZ

by Keu

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1.
(I'm a) Man 00:34
things that I know and things that I learn things that matter somehow and things of no concern and when I pay attention when I have comprehension and when I pay attention I know that I'm a man rest in silence come in peace walk out in silence kiss me please
2.
so you don't wanna know it you just ignore the facts you don't mind losing your head cos you love the living dead you jump into the fire of love you take all you can get your soul belongs to the lord above cos you love the living dead you fly on angel wings you know your colour is red you came down from heaven to love the living dead you love `em and you leave `em you tell `em where it's at that's the way to live, girl when you love the living dead you treat `em and you eat `em you don't feel no regret cos they will never see that they're the living dead yes, you got so much love to give you love the living dead
3.
you don't make me happy so why should I love you like an angel why should I still stand amazed in admiration should I not try to end our mutual frustration and treat you like a total stranger now I just want to screw up our marriage I just want to see you in bondage and keep you tied up in my carriage and thus destroy our so-called friendship
4.
I see a forest of reasons and an ocean of rhyme I'd like to talk to you and make you all mine I'd like to touch your feet and I’d like to hold your hand I'd like to kiss your lips and be your loving man in the forest of reasons I hear a lot of objections brought forward by our lawyers for our own protection they say we don't belong and they object to my injections won’t you do this for me, give me a little satisfaction on the ocean of rhyme, time offers different options no need to worry anymore, there's no more friction just love and peace and happiness and things won’t get any better just love and peace and happiness and you and me together forest of reasons get through the forest of reasons got to get through the forest of reasons got to get through the forest of reasons first
5.
it's all useless nothing will be achieved things will never get better to hope is to be deceived there is no future for you no matter how hard you try there is no love for you no matter how much you cry there is no fun for you you're all out of money there is no pleasure for you the girls all pass you by there's hope in your heart it hurts and it burns and it tears you apart self-deceit is in your heart it hurts and it burns and it tears you apart
6.
thanks for telling me, thanks for letting me know I'm right I really need that kind of confirmation, I have dark and lonely nights my fellow men betrayed me, left me with nothing to fight for and when those idiots come dancing on my grave they'll leave my soul burning with fright I see you're a good person and you really want to help me you see that I'm in trouble and in need of help of some degree seems like my goal in life has become becoming something that I don't want to be I tried and tried but I failed to remain a person who is free anyway, thanks for telling me I need that kind of support, you support me don't come crawling, be who you want to be I love you, and I know you love me
7.
Never lonely 02:29
never lonely, never needing anyone never lonely, never reaching out never lonely, never singing the blues never lonely, never hearing bad news never crazy, never mad and evil never crazy, never chasing girls never crazy, never laughing insanely never crazy, never a splitting headache never sorry, never a sick bastard never sorry, never a sense of guilt never sorry, never a bloody disgrace never sorry, never a broken face never scared, never in a frenzy never scared, never cold with panic never scared, never nearly paralyzed never scared, never trusting lies
8.
misery all over the world doesn't evoke too many good feelings and of one thing you can be sure all those miserable happenings will one day be found in your front lawn your eyes will meet the madness cos that is the fate of man we had been seeing it on television for almost all our lives, I'd say but never did it come to my mind that you were going to be treated that way burdened by a sense of guilt I want to take you far away no longer bound by an evil spell no longer treated like a kind of trade I've seen you sick, I've seen you tired you had to go down every night wasting all that you had just to end up sick and tired
9.
freedom for the rats we better get used to the idea of living in a cage ‘more jobs’ will keep us hypnotized by the rat race no room for hard labourers in future days ‘work to live’ has turned into an evil way freedom for the rats we better get used to the idea of free food this high feeling of freedom sure is good and I feel it's not connected to having a job too many of us, please don't give everybody a job there’s just too many of us, we don’t all need jobs freedom for the rats better give it a thought today
10.
Wrong turn 06:25
what can I say this is not the turn I thought I'd make fell into a pit of horror, I'm afraid haunted by visions of us getting laid energy is at an all time low seems I've forgotten how to go with the flow seriously taking myself too serious you know it's not like I'm drinking piss or eating snow living is easy, I was told so by the king he said, dear knight, just let your freedom ring join me in my palace, where we all dance and sing and enjoy the way we live and pretty much do nothing never mind the masses, this is a house of peace and love forget the world outside, once you're living in this box don't look outside that window now, don't let your heart grow soft just lay your feet on the table and feast your eyes on the good stuff just put the bottle next to the crystal glasses, my dear oh yes, please open it, it's the medicine for my fears no need to wait until I finished my beer I’d like to drown in my hallucinations here what can I say this is not the turn I thought I'd make fell into a pit of horror I'm afraid lost in visions of us getting laid haunted by vision of us getting laid
11.
Take that, Venus it took me quite a while to get the memory of Venus off my mind that strange inhabitable planet where only women can survive been there, done that just returned to my natural state just got over some major disappointment no longer could I accept the lonely state I was in now give me those screenshots, tell what you got planned funny games in a distant dreamscape red skies and the eye of the beholder multicoloured robots, a deserted beach I don't think my mind could get much colder and that's the way I like it, who needs all them emotions I'm telling you, this is my natural state don't need all you people, I'd rather see some money can't bear to see another love turn to hate
12.
Check out 01:49
Check out check out the bathroom careful, a monster could be hiding here the sun blesses the trees, the trees until they disappear mikes are planted all over the place mikes are planted all over the place rats seek their way through the waste mikes are found all over the place check out the necrologies no friends or family announced dead friends and family try to reach you knock, knock, can we look inside your head mikes are planted all over the place we're not there, we cannot be traced rats seek their way through the waste mikes are found all over the place
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14.
I hate this place I hate this place I want to run into the arms of a whiskey woman drown my sorrows and forget where I live destroy the flowers in my neighbours lawn when I remember where I came from I hate that face smiling like an unfaithful friend like the world is without evil and misery will eventually be banned and there'll be no more sadness in the end I think I found myself a way to live I can no longer hate this place I can't hate that face I found myself and the way to live stab me in the back, darling (stab me in the back) don't want to see you anymore (don’t want you anymore) no matter how hard you work, darling (how hard you work) to me you'll always be a whore (nothing but a whore) kill me in my dreams, darling (kill me in my dreams) don't want to know you anymore (don’t want you anymore) no matter how nice you dress up (how nice you dress up) to me you'll always be a whore (nothing but a whore) nothing but a whore
15.
I hide 02:59
I Hide cut me in pieces, tear me apart wreck my brain, crush my heart use my love, kill my pride find out what I hide find me when I hide just let your waters flow you will see me smile come in through the mailbox call me on the telephone hire a private eye find out where I hide throw bricks through my window use an axe to open the door set the walls on fire find me when I hide
16.
Profitable 01:50
Profitable there must be a way to make it profitable have people pay for that gift of love the days of friendship and peace are past I gotta keep myself alive, make sure I last can't afford thinking it was all in vain these fifteen years of madness and pain can't afford letting myself down must acknowledge I've been acting like a clown there should be some songs that I can sing have people pay for a good night out want to see my dick, want to see it swing that's okay people, send your money to the king
17.
First 00:43
First my foolishness rises above weighs upon me like a curse and it’s all because of pride only cos I wanna be first fooling around spellbound stick your head out and get hurt or hide yourself until you burst I don’t see any other choices now what can I do first
18.
We're old 04:25
We’re old what I saw today, looking out over the same old fields saw waters rise, saw anger cut deep and remorseless this tiny ship, this tiny ship, swept into eternity should have guessed, or at least have read the signs enduring the crisis now seems to pay off no, not everybody can have this good a job will these days still be remembered when we are old can these days be remembered when we are old we're from the old-fashioned hate-generation tried hard to love, but only created frustration we are the old, from the past century we tried but couldn't find the right way to be yeah we are the old, we are the old
19.
Left with nothing left with nothing, you're left wanting so much wanting what you found and wanting what you lost you seem to have no right of way you seem to have nothing to say lost and lonely on a winter’s day (such a winter’s day) lost and lonely on a winter’s day (such a winter’s day) left with nothing, you're left feeling so down feeling that you're lost and can never again be found you need someone next to you when you wake up you need someone to make this misery stop lost and lonely on a winter’s day (such a winter’s day) lost and lonely on a winter’s day (such a winter’s day) every day you're left with nothing every day you're left with nothing every day, every day, left with nothing left with nothing, left with nothing lost and lonely on a winter’s day (such a winter’s day) lost and lonely on a winter’s day (such a winter’s day)
20.
The First Stone installations point their fingers to the sky all sides are covered by huge red walls one cannot give much attention to the dull background fear comes over who enters the big halls giant machinery, inactive for years hard to imagine this as a part of the human spheres to realize that this will outlast many cultures when human kind is finished, only machines are left here computers don't die together with us running on sun rays, their power will never be cut science seems to have some control over fate fate seems to have some control over science ‘choose life’ means we know we are dying we cannot take part in the divine alliance the present rulers would like to keep us imprisoned will the future bring what history has shown the prophets of doom say our planet will burn and there can be no return cos the first stone has been thrown
21.
Independence 01:44
Independence feet firm on the floor knockin’ on someone’s door teeth shining in the night around my head’s a halo of light stripped down, skin and bone moved away from the danger zone aching head, aching back tell me where the loot is stacked alone in a state of independence living by the ten commandments like a slowly rolling stone working to pay off a loan
22.
Her will 02:05
Her will I buried the woman I love left her body to rot in the mud sat down and prayed to the lord above went to see if my name was in her will well, it wasn't she left me with nothing at all empty-handed, empty-headed left with nothing at all now the world is cold and winds blow cruel an evil haze is hanging over me an evil haze is hanging in my brain how could she leave me in poverty
23.
I feel better already this place smells of shit and my writing sucks got no bright ideas, just songs about bad luck my cat's too skinny and the refrigerator empty the phone is dead, the shower is broken but I looked in the mirror and kinda liked my face like I have become a full member of the human race just a man, just a human being, just another person my eyes are bright, my teeth are white, and I, I feel better already why give in to misery and pain there's a way to stop that train had a miserable summer and a lousy autumn but my doctor assured me nothing's wrong with my brain mellow down, settle down, the long run ease it down, small town, avoid the wrong turn watch that video, eat that flesh of hers open your eyes and tell me where it hurts
24.
Sun comes 06:31
Sun comes every time the sun comes the sun comes shining through insanity makes room for room for peace of mind to lead you punctual, that's what you are you don’t know the way out stiptual, that's not a word you don't know the way out who knows what you have lost who knows what more you will lose time locked, that's what you are you don't know the way out lost in time, that's what you are you don’t know the way out but every time the sun comes the sun comes shining through insanity makes room for room for peace of mind to lead you peace of mind to lead you
25.
A good reason I have a good reason not to kneel in your temple I have a good reason not to be a good boy I have a reason not to be too gentle you're not a lady and you treat me like a toy you're a cruel little sadist bitch that's the reason you had to be ditched you're a well of agony and pain I can't have you driving me insane
26.
Expecting everything I'd drink more if I had more money I'd love you more if you'd only come around I'd drive my car if I'd only have one I'd cry more often if I'd only feel down you look like a real nice girl with a real fine body and beautiful hair looks like you know all the right moves won't you follow me into my lair tell me that you will what can I expect of you love and sex and everything what can I expect of you hate and pain and everything
27.
Details 01:45
Details always got details running running through my mind past, present and future shattered in details oh, ho, who are you I've seen you before my memory's alright it's just that I see in details oh, ho, this one's not dead all the things Bob said I don't know about that I only see details customs post in my head see a signal, signal green can't be too sure it's not red only details have I seen
28.
Criminal activities what about my criminal activities are they going to haunt me for the rest of my life are they going to keep me from finding a wife are they going to chase me, keep me on the run are they going to fill up my brain everytime I’m having fun what about my criminal activities will they never leave me, never leave me be must I just accept them as a part of me can they one day become history to me can I have the future of someone who is free
29.
Sure, you are unique sure, you are unique but so is everybody else and I don't like you for being different but for being just like me in a way maybe we have things to share if you don't agree, don't worry, you won’t find me yeah sure, you are unique, but that doesn't make you a better person than I am, I know because I felt like this for almost all my life I was unique and I was unwanted but now I know I was only being haunted
30.
I miss the wine I miss the wine haven't had a drop in two days I miss the wind locked myself inside in a way I feel so happy, I feel so sad a man and a woman, watching television they need each other's company does he comfort you, baby, when you're thinking of me when you really want to be a million miles away from me I miss the wine that blood red wine that ruined our minds I miss the wine
31.
A few good ropes a few good ropes and a ballgag that’s all we need to make this evening go wouldn’t you love to be my love-slave wouldn’t you love to feel the ropes a few good ropes and a ballgag and we’ll have ourselves a ball you’ll be my damsel in distress and I’ll be that stranger, handsome and tall a few ropes and a ballgag something to remember me by a memory to last a lifetime an adventure to remember me by to remember me by
32.
Never really 02:38
Never really never really enjoying life cannot say more at this point of time lost again on this autumn night heaven in a four-wheeled box fortunately there’s always plenty of stuff save it for later when times get rough another lie, never seeking for truth only trying to go down smooth never really sure of the purpose of all this well, I have had that shit some live by the rules as given by the masters no good trying to live forever
33.
Change the world gimme that good book gimme that good book I wanna eat every word written about the end of the world I wanna know what's gonna happen happen to that crazy girl will I really hate her will the red flag be unfurled will war destroy every one of us finally destroy every one of us should I keep the things I've learned should I keep them secret leave the sea for what it is leave the people living their wicked lives how could I change the world gimme that good book gimme that good book somebody's got to try and change the world try and change the world
34.
Past Cold Eyes cold eyes watch the world go by figures move but the view is frozen even though the sun burns at its hottest the snow layer won't melt away the trees are black and without leaves snow shines blue in the light of this day what's the meaning of that work of art can it's meaning be understood winter inside a frozen mind a desperate search for anything good a lone quest through a frozen mind a lone wolf looking for mind food the cold world now dissolves dissolves in dreams coming true the world is bathing in a sea of light this is the life the first humans knew these are visions of heaven this is heaven shining through heaven is shining through heaven is shining through
35.
A damn about me now you say that we can be friends but I think you don't give a damn about me friends don't fuck with my head friends don't leave me in my misery not once did you let me in not once did you let me win I can't be devoted to someone I don't love and I can't give my life to someone I don't love and I can't love you, that's for sure cos you don't give a damn about me I can't afford to get friendly with you you just don't give a damn about me
36.
Promise 05:01
Promise promise me a place to stay and I'll drag my tired limbs along hunting, I was hunting you I got it mixed up, I got it all wrong don't write my name don’t write my name on any wall I furnished your life while you sat down I don't remember any dream at all maybe someday we can be friends and I can be a good man after all not a saint or a divine angel neither some demonic creation coming from the depths of hell
37.
Just a dream #4 another dream is sinking in the mud into the past of a next generation can't cry, no tears come to my eyes and still I think you’ve done me a favour and you know what, I'm happy now happy things went the way they went and though it's sad to see that you're a little down I'm happy to know my time was well spent on a dream just one more dream away from the ultimate trip one pirate's daughter tied to the mast of my ship one more illusion to get out of the way one last fantasy and then we’ll fly away into the final dream
38.
Happiness Was Easy I could try and think very hard and remember the way that I used to feel when the grass was green and the clouds weren't there and happiness was easy to recognize for real I used to laugh about it and say it's in my blood the idea of becoming a living wreck never upset me very much hiding for the truth until it couldn't be denied that I had gotten to be someone I didn't like very much hot winds blew and dusted my insides cool drinks ran and wasted my insides where there's smoke there must be hellfire I must try not to waste my life some drink to forget their desires I must try not to waste my life every day waking up sick and tired I must try not to waste my life no, I must try not to waste my life
39.
Deprogrammed 10:20
Deprogrammed I've been deprogrammed so what's it you're worrying about feel free to keep away from me don’t count your drinks every time you go out) don't mind the red skies or the demon in your eyes every time you look in the mirror I'm not standing behind you don't you know my time is through feeling calm and easy now
40.
Barf 03:08
Barf and now tears come to my eyes again as I wonder where I should have been instead of lying here, lost, without a friend thinking: is this really the end a door opens, light streams into the hallway a person walks out, I see a woman's face her lips move, she speaks of love and friendship I close my eyes and curse the human race I really don't see the need to follow (you) is this happiness or just not knowing what to do being confused and a little afraid sometimes disposing of the truths that cluttered up my mind it's time to cut the ties with the real world again and fly out into the open skies again let the engines roar, let the games begin see the crowds barf when I start to sing
41.
Your time 02:15
Your time crawling, crawling crawling like a snake touch your body feel the snake this could this be your bedroom or just movie shots your bedroom cheap movie shots this may be a secret to the most of us this is old news to some of us pleasure in this, take pleasure in this comfort in that, find comfort in that snugness in this, find snugness in this pleasure in that, take pleasure in that when the snake is no longer crawling when the snake has come to rest you know your time is only coming your time has only just begun
42.
One conclusion the best things I get from life are the gifts I give myself can't rely on no demon or god or humans to offer any help can't rely on good fortune or fate to lead the way somewhere in these cloudy visions the future is mine to take what about friendship that great thing that lives among friends is it really something I can depend on or is it true, am I my only friend what about love that beautiful thing between two people is it really here to set me free or will I remain my one and only lover forget the things I've done strip my existence bare see how little I really achieved see if I care remember what I've done those crazy deeds, those little crimes will they ever go away will they ever go and leave my mind what is really worth fighting for I've seen it all, don't want it anymore I've seen barely anything, can’t find more nothing seems worth fighting for the one conclusion my one and only mind I've got to make it mine my one and only mind
43.
Something right now this tension, this nervous tension I got to lose this nervous tension gotta get me something, right now got to get some, gotta have it now kill me sicken me cure me somehow gotta get me something, right now this tension, this nervous tension I think I want to raise my glass gotta get me some, somewhere downtown gonna save my own stupid ass this tension, this nervous tension losing all my good intentions maybe tomorrow, maybe tonight I'm gonna lose this nervous tension
44.
If that’s what you want if you're sure that's what you want I'll be happy to give it to you I have no feelings, I lost all my emotions on a quest for knowledge I could never have understood what was meant for mortals, what was meant to be kept secret I'll give you everything I know don't be surprised to find your young life over as you team up with the living dead one with the stars, kept away from people walking the earth with a price on your head don't be surprised to find your youth fading don't be surprised to find you want to go blind as open your eyes to the space you’re now invading and travel into the void that once was your mind a permanent state of confusion no love to comfort you if you're sure that's what you want I'll be happy to give it to you
45.
Moederlijke liefde voor mij ze praat met de sterren en ze luistert naar de wind ik kijk naar de reclame tot het sportjournaal begint ze komt bij me zitten vraagt me wat ik er van vind ja, zo is haar moederlijke liefde voor mij ze gaat op in haar moederlijke liefde voor mij ze kent mijn reputatie ze kent alle rare verhalen geruchten over drank en drugs maar ze weet wel dat ik dat niet kan betalen ik hoor haar zeggen moet je nog een biertje? ik hoor haar zeggen ik zal hem even voor je halen ja, zo is haar moederlijke liefde voor mij ze zegt: dat was een leuk liedje dat heb je maar weer mooi gezongen ze lacht me vriendelijk toe maar haar ogen zeggen: arme jongen ja, zo is haar moederlijke liefde voor mij ze zwelgt in haar moederlijke liefde voor mij ze houdt van mij van mij, van mij
46.
ik koop mijn geliefde vrij met de verharde keutels van een salamander koop ik mijn geliefde vrij voor een avond, een feestje, een vrijpartij over de prijs worden wij het wel eens met het geld dat ik verdien met optredens koop ik mijn geliefde vrij voor een avond, een feestje, een vrijpartij over de prijs worden we het wel eens over de duur maken we ons geen illusies dan koop ik mijn geliefde vrij
47.
Regen 02:53
Regen regen spoelt de straten schoon spoelt de winter uit mijn droom wat kan ik in godsnaam voor je doen je lijkt zo zelfstandig, kan ik iets voor je doen je glimlach verbergt je eenzaamheid niet je bent alleen ook al verschuil je je niet regen spoelt de straten schoon spoelt de winter uit je droom denk niet dat ik niet meer weet hoe ik wegliep toen het er toe deed
48.
Werkschoenen 01:50
Werkschoenen hoe kun je je werkschoenen nou kwijt zijn man je had ze echt nog aan toen je wegging je kunt de buren wel vragen, maar daar liggen ze niet ja doe die puntneuzen maar weer aan dan lekker warme regen, je zweet stroomt uit de hemel iemand bekijkt je zonder enige interesse losjes weggedraaid liggen ogen in hun kassen
49.
Geborgen embryo die obsessie inspireert je tot het maken van een cirkel hoog in de lucht en laag bij de grond op de vloer zelfs vermijd de haren en het stof, doe je werk, je klusjes je leeft toch niet bij voorkeur in de dagdroom van een ander je leest toch niet liever uit het werk van een ander je preekt toch niet het liefst de woorden van een ander denk om je reputatie: je gaat door voor eigenzinnig wat er zoal niet groeit bij het maken van een cirkel het geeft, het neemt, het houdt het in beweging het beweegt je langzaam in de goede richting 's nachts lig je geborgen in de embryonale fase fase 1 fase 2 fase 3 fase 4 's nachts lig je geborgen in de embryonale fase je maakt een cirkel fase 1 fase 2 fase 3
50.
Are you hurting are you hurting, just like me or have I become a (vague) memory someone you don't like to be reminded of someone who never gave you any kind of love someone who hurt you whenever he could are you still hurting somewhere in this boring little town someone wonders how you are are you hurting, are you doing okay now someone wonders how you are can't go on this way hurting and crying and drinking my life away don’t know any other way so I'm hurting and crying and drinking my life away
51.
No simple solution love you tender I want to love you tenderly there is no simple solution I could be the end of you somewhere in the process of healing I could leave you wounded leave you dying inside love me tender don’t leave me dying inside
52.
Ship 01:38
Ship nothing to want, I got nothing to have right now I am the captain of my ship but I lost my mind on a power trip now I've got to play it faster yes, I got to turn it up louder find myself making it harder find myself drifting away further no coffee, no problem inconvenience ignored yesterday I closed my eyes told myself it looked so good tomorrow I will open my ears tell myself it sounds so good
53.
Instrumental
54.
Third eye 02:22
THIRD EYE (Natural Man) my skin was burnt and I wanted to fly saw someone drowning with my third eye looked down, looked up, up to the sky looked up to the sky with my third eye locked the door, threw away the key the past is no longer there to see no painful memories, no visions of darkness just straight forward, forward ways down with the brown, don't need it anymore sink the pink, she's nothing but a whore destroy everything I used to love get the hell away from everything I love got a hold of my third eye again in a natural way, I'm a natural man won't let go of my third eye again it's nature's way, I'm a natural man
55.
Time to leave another promise of heaven is turning to dust I say all because of poor management incompetence has its evil way another promise of heaven is vanishing into thin air rats now leave the sinking ship until there’s not one left there I know you’re feeling comfortable I know you’re feeling quite safe but there are things that you don’t know you don’t know it’s time to leave

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Collection of 55 songs + one bonus track, recorded in 2016 and 2017.

OKINZ is short for 'Ouwe koek in nieuwe zakken'.

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released November 26, 2016

Alls songs written and performed by Marc 'Keu' Kooij unless otherwise indicated.

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